Well once again i'm here- ha. well initially i wanted to write this on dev when this came to mind when my teacher tolds me bouts Ethos Pentos and Logos. somethin bouts some physiological geek ppl er somethin
- Because the teacher started to talk about powerfull writters and stuff like martin luther and his speached.. then i wondered...

- What when teachers, parents, friends. Every ONE sees you only as inferior with your simplistic writing? Is it that you're afraid to give credit to those who don't? Is it that YOU with your academical achievements fail to prove your abilities? Have thou given up faith? for it could be of age... The hours, OH the countless hours of continuous unsatisfaction. What joy does it give you to find the needle when you don't find the red thread? for i wonder. Thou don't know. THOU COULDN'T EVER KNOW. ( How Hypocritical can I be?)

u know.. now i see it agains.. well well. i see that its quite true... this is what came to my mind when i would see the low marks on my essays... and i'd keep wondering.. y cant they see my meaning. because for me.. Simple words REVEAL (my) deeper meanings.

well i'll just have to live on as it is. They wont know ha ha.

now with the lyrics crazyness... I cheked into epik high's - Scapegoat.

A Very powerfull Religionlistic piece indeed. For me It strengthened my faith with the lord. but for many others it could make them insane.. relle.. and be farther away unfortunately. When relle got to me was the horror of the lil bit of it - " Is it the military or Oedipus complex which kills the holy father for industrial contracts" the horror... of em words - "Oedipus complex" its just complete sin in my view... so bad... and I... I am terrified...

well for thoses who go to listen to the song... I advice for u to be 1st in spirit before taking in the song. ( with lyrics) But as inmature human beings... we wont unfortunately...so plz.. take care.
THOSE who do check it out and arent affected.. well 1 thing is that ur fortunate. 2.d well i'll keep tha to myself- ha

and well. with this i'll leave.. kinda not late but i was "beaten" up so i need lots of rest

Adios - in translation = to god.